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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

todae is the las of french klass.
finish my presentation. did my final french test. =(
miserable. i will miss Angelo.

i found out this realli ironic thing about myself.
the nearer my exams gets, the more panic i becomes (tis part is fine), but the lazier i get.
*looks down* haha.
mayb cos theres too much to catch up, i realli got no idea how to start.
i realli envy u guys, tt u guys got the responsibility to study when u have to.

like right now, i'm happily complainin bout how lazy i am, and it's nearing 11, when i told myself i wil study at 7.
*_*
GRRR. my mind is already at 8th June 2006, thursday, 5.30pm.
that is the date and time that my las paper officially ends, my exam finishes, and my holidays just starting.

at 5/31/2006 10:36:00 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

exams are coming. stress is building. exhaustion is accumulating.
it's not fair for frens to neglect their studies juz for me.

if anyone is too concerned about me, it's guanyi.. i'm realli ok. =)
but then again, i'm more than happi to meet her. i cannot be more touched to noe someone cares for mi so much.
thanks. =)

to the other great girlies too. nez week remmeber!!!

at 5/30/2006 07:13:00 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

suffering!
i stayed in school the whole day through till 9 to rush on a projects. it's alwaes the las min thing.
onli had tidbits for dinner. not filling and not healthy. =(

i am supposed to pass him a book at the interchange after i reach my house-place. whenever i see him, i cnnt help but feel a pang of guilt, and a lil sour-ish feeling from my throat.
he insisted on walking mi home, although i realli said no. n requested to hav a chat at the void deck of my house, although i already emphasised that i was juz on the verge of dying.
i couldnt agree more but juz went ahead. it was a nice chat, nothing too agitating. from the conflicts yong and wee are having, to our probs, on how friends around us consoled him.
he said he was sick of al the same consolation words people had been giving him, but i know he understood every word of it.

he was much more mature than mi. in terms of relationship.much much more. =)
at least, much more better than the first time. he know wads the right way to handle a situation, and also controlling his emotions better.
i finally left when his fren is coming to meet him.......

at 5/29/2006 11:34:00 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

For the first time in my life ( or rather, any first that i can remember ), my aunt from Canada is back to visit. it's so warming, so real, suddenly to see my aunt, now in flesh and bone, and not looking at her in pictures. she came back with her daughter of 19, after 10 over years. everybody misses them.

at grandma's house. it's a teeny chance, to see so much people gathering. ( if u wanna noe, we only visit our paternal grandma like not more than thrice a year? one of which is CNY ).
i realise how my po-po's ( tts hw we call her ) wrinkled, chubby but cheery face seems to influence everybody. we respect this old lady. she's 80, mind you, but she has no illness and whats not that any other old people is suffering. ( accept some rheumatism, if tts wad u call it. and losing her teeth. ) she's not even short or long sighted.

uncles and aunts bought delicacies from SG for aunt and Leann to try (tts her daughter's name).
Leann loves durian, and i puke at the scent of it. ya, i'm feeling bashful. LOL.

by ANY coincidence, my bro has a baby, and someone congratulates him, it would mean having a BIG angbao. and ya, all the other aunts and uncles is fillin is pockets.
oh look at that avaricious smile on his cheek. *rolls eyes. Po-po gave Jared a "teddy bear golden chain." cos Jared is this wad they call "eldest great grandson, all bcos my bro is the eldest grandson and my dad is the eldest son. get the picture? it's quite of a puzzle. ( u are one big important human Jared!!) HAHA. too bad they cant get to see him yet, cos he's stil too smal to b brought out.
but aunt-canada gave 3 of us angbaos. to compensate for not being around all these good old yrs. ( 3 would actually mean my bros and me. if u are that dumb ) ONLY the 3 of us. so honoured can?
Leann is pretty. =) i like her.
i love aunt. =)
everybody too. =)
today, my mood is excellent.

at 5/28/2006 11:41:00 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Jared still brightens up my day. =)

at 5/27/2006 11:23:00 PM

if only Love has a definition. if onli they teach about love in school.
my mistakes wouldnt have occured.
i feel sinful. if someone can make a guy feel reserved about love, to think there is no such thing as love on this earth, it would be me.
perhaps from the start, i never understand love. i'm sorry i tried to, but i never knew it all along.

according to my frens, i should appear strong. i am alwaes the one around to giv my frens a hug and to lend a listenin ear when they are in crisis. about love. i give good advices. i provide supportive views. about love. i should. but i never understand love.

i lost somebody close to me overnight. if u ask how i could bear to hurt someone who love mi, twice, each more than the previous, i dunno.
repulsive actions dont work in relationships.

i dont seek for perfect love. i dont mean drawing the man of my dreams.

Love defeated me.

at 5/27/2006 08:49:00 PM

in case i knocks on my own head and faint, and needs one of u guys to deal with admission into the hospital for me, please do so.
bcos i m feeling so grumpy and annoyed (fucked up is the word) tt i cnnt concentrate on anything.
especially when my dear common test is coming right up. real soon.

i need to get tis heavy load off me. i dont wanna keep lying. I WANTED SO MUCH to ease away this un-easiness in me.
i have to do it somehow.
i need a booze. get me a alcohol whatsoever.
i can do it. No i can. Yes i cannot. ARGH.

at 5/27/2006 12:21:00 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

i'm tired. weak. and motionless.
i can onli sit. n type.
i hav been skipping for 3 conseceutive days. my legs are so sore, i tink if they cn talk, they will juz cry out to me.
"Mistress Fae, please let us off!! we will swear to slim down for u. but please let us hav a rest, becos we are goin to breakdown.!!! we so are. and ya we love u so much that we dont wanna leave ur body."

ok people, i usually mean it when i am tryin to pass a message or when i am speaking. (right.. USUALLY)
but not when i am tryin to be serious. I AM serious. and i mean it. so dont doubt me.
and misinterpretations is wad i CANNOT tolerate. when i am, and i WANT to make myself very clear.
n yes, no i dun wan u to sway me.

+if relationships are like the internet. i would like so much to subscribe for a connection. the fastest one. dat can receive anything and everything.

at 5/24/2006 11:49:00 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

i wan time to stop. where and when as i please.
if i can, i wanna own a big big house. probably a mansion, one by the sea, wif coconut trees. bright sunny days to welcome my day. i feel the cool breezy air gushin into my house when i get up and open the window of my room. the waves beat on the hot sand as if to greet mi a veri good morning.
i will get up and get into my bathroom, before i bathe and got ready for the day.
i drove in my Ferrari sports car, out to meet my pals for the day.

and as i reached the cafeteria, my pals were late as usual, so i decided to be nice and sit down to wait.
while doing so, the most incredible thing, or rather sight came across.
look at that suit. It must be Gucci or something. Blue, like the sky's kinda colour of his shirt, no tie, open at the neck, dark hair, confident smile, wif a dimple just nicely located on the right cheek.

Tall. check.
Fit. check.
Tann. check.
Handsome. check X 2.

I’m hyperventilating, my heart is about to burst out of my shirt, and my squished feet are now two sizes smaller than when I wore them out 1/2 an hour ago. Okay, deep breaths. Calm thoughts. I close my eyes

Spare some change, miss?’ I open my eyes and see a very skinny and ill-looking boy – no older than sixteen – holding out a polystyrene ‘Um, yes,’ I would say, as I fumble in my handbag for whatever loose coins happen to be lying about. I haven’t really got time, but I need all the karma-points I can get. And he does look pretty desperate. ‘Here.’

before i knew it. he will walk towards me, and stretch out out his big, warm, palm, fingers wif neatly cut nails, to introduce himself. he will tell mi that he is the General Manager of an internet company, i couldnt figure out.
and juz when we were happily chatting and gettin to know each other, my pals will finally arrive and be droolin and green wif envy.

3 yrs down the road, he will propose to me, we will bear kids. and we will buy a piece of land and build a bigger house. bigger than the mansion i SHOULD be livin in.
there wil be 6 storeys, two of which will be dedicated to my family.

there stil wil be the same scenery i fancy so much.
one fine day, when he is at work, i will be enjoying my day at home. closing my eyes as I’m lyin on a beach, waves gently rolling, palm trees gently swaying . . .

as something ticklish and wet awakes my sleep... Nikki. it's NIKKI licking me.....

if only I CAN have all these.

THANKS for listening to my fantasy. my imaginative juices just ran wild.
isnt it great if this is all true. sigh.

at 5/22/2006 10:49:00 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

wee~ todae is a whole day reserved for him.

met him in the afternoon to the library. weird place to hang out eh? but then they says couples will ran out of places to go eventually. so that explains why we went LIBRARY for a date.
well, partly becos dear me wanna borrow books to read. i hereby announce that I DO READ k.
zee bf borrowed a book too. i know, i'm laughing too. HAHA
we went two diff libraries, to the one near JP cos it's NEW. but becos it's NEW, there werent much books, i tink ppl borrowed them fast. so we went to the one in JE.

we met up wif Yong and Aiwee for a movie. things werent real smooth in the beginning. it seemed that they had a quarrel juz be4 they were supposed to meet us. so they're quite not up to the mood yet. e atmosphere is stagnant. n uneasy. we werent pretty sure of wad to say and wads not. but things recovered pretty quickly.

wow, Da Vinci is a real hottie now i'm tellin u. go to any cinemas and u can see long queues. those realli LONG ones. we gave up watchin at Cine, and walked to PS...the same long crowd.
sorted all kind of ways to get tickets. from checkin for vacancies wif our mobiles, to callin hotlines to book for tickets, to the final way of bookin tickets on the AXS machines.
settled to watch it in JP. becos we r watching a late nite movie. voila, not that we had a choice!!
u wanna noe how exaggerated?? we booked tickets at 8 pm for a 11+ pm show and we are sitting on the FIRST row from the screen. -_-
we strained our necks like giraffes tryin to reach for the leaves on the trees, or how ostriches try to seek for oncoming predators. becos we hav to, becos we dun wanna onli see the actors' pants speaking.

the show is eerie, in its own way. i dunch know how i should put it, but it juz makes my hair raise if i should tink about it now. even zee bf gets the thrills. he isnt one who gets chills easily. its thrilling all right, but not enough to compensate how complicated the whole show is. 3 stars out of 5 i would say. i juz wanna shut my mind of this.

he is not home yet, bcos he lost his keys....SOMEHOW. y somehow? becos he dunch noe how he lose it.
n i'm typing this at 4 am in the morning. so i should end here and slp.

at 5/21/2006 03:31:00 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

i missed damn old sch again. tis wasnt my fault todae. really. *cross my heart and hope to die, stick a needle in my eye*...ok mayb it was afterall.
i usually had lessons at 9 u see. so i set myself to wake up at 7.
i did the same for this morning when i had lessons at 8. -_-
so when i got up at 7 i kinda freak out. i dunno wads wif my bloody mind but i went back to slp, and jolted up at 10. u would tink, to hurry to sch. but hey, i had 4 hours break, from 10 to 2.
so i went earlier to meet my frens, den went for the las pathetic one hour lesson, from 2 to 3.
nobody went. tts sad. ( y dont i skip tt too? how i wish to, but i missed one of that lesson las fri. gotta control lol )

meet up wif him for his lunch. juz a shorter than ever meeting. he sent mi home. thanks. =)

went to see Jared again after dinner. dint get to see much of him playin cos hes slping when we went todae.
tml Jared will hav a chinese name!! bro is goin to consult one of the professionals. tel u his name tml! i'm so eager! i hope its something handsome-sounding. HAHa

at 5/19/2006 10:43:00 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i had cramps. eew, i know.
so i dint pay much attn to lessons today.
got home after lesson. a good girl.

after dinner, we went bro house again. Jared smiles too many a time todae. =)
as i look over the tiny creature, i suddenly realise why we worship babies as much as we do. why we go all coo and gaga over their tiny wrinkled faces. we look at babies and we see ourselves, only without baggages. we look into at them and can somehow imagine that life can be easier for them, less pain.
i'm talkin too much of babies nowadays lol.

anyway, i juz got a sms from my workin colleague at Loreal that they extended the date to collect my salary. all becos she forgot to submit the timetable. how irresponsible. i hav been anticipating for the money and all. and when it's so nearing the date (end of may), u come tellin mi i can onli get it the end of nez month. all becos of u. u bunch of liars.

at 5/18/2006 11:08:00 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i'm an awful awful young 18 yr old teenage girl. i skipped the las 2 hours lecture todae. i saw no point to go anyway. present or not, i wont understand a thing the "big glasses" madame is teaching. i wil either b slping or chattin. so in the "final" i went home at 245 pm!

went bro house after that. Jared is home! todae he looks cuter, for some reasons. haha..i can see his dimple on his left cheek, n a sharper nose. his eyes are open and he moves them around, makin silly expressions at times. (example, he gives this weird look whereby his mouth turns into a O shape, frown his eyebrows, opens his eyes haha)
hoo-ever, i learnt from the maternity caretaker ( whatever she is called ), that babies can onli start to see after they are 2 months old. (amazing~)
so despite my desperate waving at him, i dun tink he noes.

tts all for todae. needa study for my French test tml. wish me luck!
n thanks for the comments on Jared.=)

at 5/16/2006 10:24:00 PM

aiyo~ beat..drop dead tired.

dint meet him. dint want to. =_-
went to the hospital to see baby Jared n my sis in law. aww~ my gorgeous lil nephew. Hehe. u noe how babies melt ur heart. they are so fragile, so helpless, so tiny-ly adorable, so innocent and so stress-free. u can't help but smile at the sight of him. =)

sis in law looks strong, thats a good thing =)

reached home around 9 plus. thats juz the first part, which means, my day dint end yet.
went over to bro's house to help him tidy up his hse, n to prepare for baby Jared's stuffs when he arrives home tml.
i realli hate my bro's bedsheets. u noe this comforter thing? where u wrap a huge piece of cloth over this big big bunch of cotton like blanket. my mom did the all the food ready for sis in law. 2nd bro mopped the floor and stuffs.
poor first-time-daddy-bro. his face is so worn-out. everything's worth for Jared yea?

so now i am home, eyes half drooping. sleepy and energy-less.

welcome to ur new home Jared!!! muacks!!!

at 5/16/2006 12:38:00 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

oh to my DEAREST DEAREST ZX, u are the most wonderful girl (should hav been lady by now) i have ever come across. HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY TO U EVER!!!

Mothers' Day:
went out wif mommy together. todae's mommy day but she bought two tops for mi instead. my heart is so swollen la.=( but...hehe..she liked the hp too.

he came to look for mi after my dinner at home. i actually had fun, bullyin him. sorry. such a nice chap rite? boo-hoo he seemed to be enjoyin it too.....sadist.

oh-oh!!! while i was out wif him, mom called. she said my sis in law is givin birth soon!!! turns out she had been havin pains since the afternoon, but warded onli in the late evening. i salute u. becos u can bear the pain for 7 to 8 hours be4 admitting in, i will be screamin and smashing tables.
so while i'm typin here, my mom is accompanying them at the hospital now. n my courageous brother is inside accompanying his wife. be brave bro!! dun faint! u can do it. haha hopefully my lil nephew babbie will come out in one or two hours time. too bad i couldnt b there to witness his arrival, bcos i was out =( but oh well, i shall visit u tml Jared!
if he arrives on the 15th of may, he will hav the same birthday as Jason.
if he arrives on the 14th of may, he will bear the same birth date as ZX.
how nice =) [i hope he arrives be4 12am =X HAHA]

at 5/14/2006 10:32:00 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

to grandma house for gathering. been some time since such meet-ups happen.

there's plentilly food.mommy cooked mee soto. then there's curry PoK, ang ku kuehs, soon kuehs, n many many other kuehs. haha.

i like gatherings.
i like how my aunties and uncles (including my mom) crap over anithing under the sun. from condoms, naked bodies(ya thats my uncles and aunts), to their childhood times, to the latest hp, and how they swear each other.
how they fight over their volumes with the tv, everytime the tv gets toned a volume higher, their voice will pitch a db louder. not long be4 u know it, e room wil be so noisy, u can hear them from the 1st level. (my grandma lives at the 4th level, n i'm not kiddin').
i....hmm....some-hoo like their laughters. though it's as terrible as a......witch's?

nights ppl.

at 5/13/2006 11:18:00 PM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

french lessons always make it worth to wake up for school. (",)
as the usual stuffs usually do.
Angelo is stil as funni. =)
learnt french verbs today. the person who invent french words, u like to complicate stuffs, when actually i tink u could juz make things easier. hmph.

he came to fetch me from sch again. went searchin for his mother's day pressie. a bracelet.
shopped around town. for once in such a long while i actually miss orchard quite a bit. haha. lets see...been 2 weeks since i went there.
we ate Ramen at Cine for dinner. the waiter pissed my ass off. he is onli like 2 tables away from us serving other customers, we were practically shouting for him. do u noe how pathetic we could hav been?? to beg for waiters?? i can't beleive it! he can pretend he is in his own world n dint hear us. after the 3rd or 4th time when he came, i juz asked in a not so nice manner. wad took him so fuckin long to reach us. he could so well said he was busy servin other customer. WAD? dun u even hav the slightest courtesy to tel us to wait????? my anger would hav been lesser.

any-oh-how, i dint let him spoil my day. chatted quite a bit with him on the bus journey home.
nice day to end with.

at 5/10/2006 11:10:00 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

monday. is a lousy sch day. i kept awake throughout lessons =) good girl.

met him after sch. he came to fetch mi. nice. =) went holland v.__________________________________________________________-i shall leave tis a blank, becos nothing seriously caught my precious eyes there. our las stop in holland v is coffeebean. he ate so many many yday.too much to imagine. i juz ended up dozing off. poor me, i am veri tired, mind you. u nv understand students.

we took a bus to queenstown. cos we wanna take the bus there back to my home. jurong, that is. befroe that, we ate dinner at queenstown. had duck rice. =)

TODAY. is tues- another lousy, abit better than monday, but less knowledge gotten into my brain day. las lecture of the day is sucky. to make it worse, the teacher, who didnt tend to comb her hair alwaes, bcos it alwaes looks messy to me, spoil my visual interest for the lesson. y better than monday? i get ta talk, and crap. wif melissa. we were talkin about piercin. ouch.

reached home. mommy coooked yummy food todae, cos bro n sis in law came back for dinner. =P
mommy looks so cute when shes fiddling wif her phone.

at 5/09/2006 11:00:00 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

i'm lazy to blog actually, bt here goes...

woke up at 9 am. went market wif mommy. so smelly. and so wet and so many shoutings! TSK* we can hear u even if u talk softly.

went westmall wif mommy to look at hps. tot of gettin a hp for mommy for mother's day. M1 gt promotions lez.
den went to do manicure!! i had purple nails. the lady talks veri weird-ly. but..nvm cnnt be bothered to talk about her.
bro n sis in law joined us later for dinner. steamboat. yum yum. so full, my stomach looks like i am sufferin from a tumour or sth.

went home around 8 plus. met up wif him. wow. been 8 days since we met. tts like so long. went Long John Silver wif him to hav his dinner. i din eat, of cos. ( rmb? my stomach was huge.)
strolled around JP, went to the toys store. babies so adorable hor??? *baby nephew please come out soon k~? meet u in 2 weeks time. haha
though juz a short 1 hour plus meetin, i am satisfied. enough.

at 5/07/2006 11:39:00 PM

mommy woke me up early on a bright saturday. at 10am. (veri early lez to me). she wanna go shopping at Bugis, some stuffs shes gonna get to cook for my sis-in-law when she gives birth. so excited!!! the thought that my dear little nephew is comin' out in less than 2 weeks. see u then little one! haha.

went dere takin a train. sleepy, n i kp yawning every 2 min throughout the day.
mommy bought her stuffs. ( bought 3 kg of ginger!!! ) Den did a lil shopping for me, not much time left cos bro is comin to fetch us. so bought onli a watch. thanks mommy.
went suntec city together wif bro and sis-in-law. carrefour is big & nice. bought lotsa tidbits hoo-hoo.

went "sheng shiong" near jurong in the evening for dinner. yum, sumptuous dinner. more buyin of stuffs in the shoppin mart.

reached home at around 8pm in the night. *yawns. fell into a short nap nt long after reachin home.

thanks for readin through my day. haha.

at 5/07/2006 12:08:00 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

i'm late for maths, by 2 sec and she marked mi absent. stingy old hag!

we had a good wholesome 3 hours of break from 11 am before the las lesson of the day begins at 2pm till 3pm.
no point wandering ard sch, so we decided goin somewhere further to spend time. went Bukit Panjang Plaza. not surprising enough, tt we actually lost track of the time, and realised it's already 2pm. after calculating off the travellin time back to sch, we will reach at 2.35pm? when the klass actually ends at 3 pm. so this gives mi a good enough excuse to skip lesson. yes!

went home to put down my stuffs before meeting these dearies of mine! lol we slack n slack n slack at coffeebean anticipatin for zx (who comes right after sch). we were like restricting ourselves on the topics to talk about, bcos we wanna save the juicy and impt parts to share wif zx. HAHA. it's seriously a torture. to zip up for 2 half hours.

we went to eat "zi cha" after zx arrives. theres this possessed lookin auntie at the stall. she talks stares and behaves monotonous-ly. i wanna realli pity her, on the thought that she muz be bored to death, n thats y shes behaving so weirdly, but i realli couldnt brign myself to, cos she's juz carryin the hate-able expression that i cnnt help but detest her. whats more, the food's onli.........aiya so average, and costs us 30++. (u noe these veri cute frens of mine, actually wanna juz carry their bags n leave??? without paying?? i was solely the one wif the better memory stick in my brain, and kindly reminded them that tis is not a free meal)
dear auntie, i hate u.

we went back to ggy's house for some chitty chats. n some nail varnish sessions. lol. ggy showed us some of her memories wif some guys....includes fotos, gifts from them. they were once so sweet, but....it's the present tense la eh? lol dun worry betcha' can find better ones.
we looked at our past fotos too, while we were still young like..13 to 16? LOL we were so kiddy and funni lookin. i saw my "mop-head", and the trendy "cockroach fringe" then. HAHA

played "see-saw". my realisation-i m timid actualli. haha.
our chats include sab's sizzling hot life with wq, gy's sexy reminisces of her past lover, n zx's ever-so-sweet feelings for her crush, n my dark lil mysterious secrets with my once-lovers.every time tt we hang out, we actually gt closer a bit. we shared so much intimate stuffs todae! i swear it's the first i ever reveal so much to my frens. n it's so nice to noe u guys are so supportive. =)

hes out. =)

o...god.

at 5/05/2006 11:25:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

sch.
made it in time todae for maths lesson! i kinda break the record. usually i wil be between 30 to 35 mins late(sue me for that). HAHA.( my maths teacher is this old n loud woman who marks u as absent the min u arrive after the first 15 min, i owe it all to her ) todae! i arrived at 15 min sharp on the dot. DOT .
yes! great sense of achievement.

usual stuffs. i'm doin al the idiotic stuffs and whats-not in klass as usual. talkin silly, actin silly, laughing silly, even eatin silly. ( dee onli thing i din do is slp. )

mommy met up wif mi after my sch at 5pm for dinner. she met mi up juz bcos she wans ta get mi a Mp3. ( i din beg her! honest! ). she juz so tot i could be veri bored on the journey to sch. (one hour mind u) and ya, mommy stil noes mi best. it's complete SHEER SORE BOREDOM on the bus.
she's juz my cute mommy who called up and says "wanna meet up for dinner? and ta get a Mp3 for urself, since i noe it's boring on the bus to sch."

tsk-tsk lovely lovely mom. haha.

it's so enjoyable havin life wif NO DISRUPTIONS.

at 5/04/2006 11:05:00 PM

ppl, y izzit lidat huh? i mean...my heart is not feelin the way i wan it to. or supposed to feel.

tsk..i dont want to kp tis going anymore. i m tired. tryin to tell myself everything is juz so fine n alright to begin wif and to go on.

TSK. T-S-K.

i m juz cheating myself, aint i?

at 5/04/2006 12:59:00 AM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

french lesson. it's the best lessson i ever went through in NP. i love the teacher. i love Angelo. HAHA. he nv fails to make us laugh.

every wed is my favourite day. too bad it lasts onli 6 weeks =(
todae we learnt daily conversations.

"bonjour! cava?
cava. et tois?
cava. merci.
de rien. Comment tu T'appelles?
je m'apelle odile. et tois?"

HAHA

so fun rite? i tink ggy understands.

my flu is recovering. good thing =)

met up wif mommy for dinner.at KFC. mommy like chicken wings haha.

yday had a hearty chat wif Sabbie online. she finally shared her deepest and most precious secret wif me. and is sharing it wif ggy and zx now. we realli appreciate it. girls, please juz tell us ur probs more often. =)

zee bf din contact mi the whole day. but i noe he's havin field camp, not able to use the phone. i noe, i noe. i understand. haha.
i think of u lez. surprised? LOL

fri!!! is my chatting day wif my 3 lovelies and the stars LOL

at 5/03/2006 10:24:00 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

havin break in my FOOP module now.(which means i'm in sch). damn bored la! so i decided to blog. my lecturer looks like Mr Stephen Low, remember him? HAHA

well, received sabbie's sms sayin she updated her blog. "SORRY, i was sick yday, so too tired to check it out".

ya sick...wif flu, cough, sore throat, fever, body ache, headache, u name it, i have it. HAHA

i got it while workin yday. haiz, so sales wasnt realli good yday. but who has the decency to care! it's over! complete, over n done wif YES!! but pay is dragging my mood down. ( will be gettin it at the end of may.) might not be able to shop too much. =(
i rushed home...becos i was feelin too terrible. zee bf was worried, haha..("nothing la, not cancer") but so cute to see him worry over mi. haha.

i reached, ate dinner wif mommy (i'm glad mommy n i are gettin closer everyday. =) )watch some tv and fell aslp.

**i lost the new neoprint taken wif GGY and ZX. the shiny, glittery one =(
gotta go home n check.

at 5/02/2006 01:54:00 PM