i like the view, when there's me & u

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

on Tues. after school. went to get his leg fixed at clementi.
took many many pics while waiting for his turn. (i can't upload it into my com. =( lousy laptop)
J got a bandaged ankle!!!
like a jackfruit...... u get well love!

TODAY.
i got no schoooooooooooL~!
duper shiok. my gayish teacher fell ill...

so~! i went sch to met J after his lesson. watched Casino Royale at the Cathay.
eeeeeee. i dun like LEH.....the plot is disgusting.
his card holder went missing!!! and lucky they are realli juz CARDS,useless CARDS. xept for the Ezlink which is gonna cost him abit, and his ATM. lucky he put his notes in his pocket. we shuld juz do it like him. so we weren't lose our money even if we lost our wallet. LOL.
anyway we tried calling the place to help us search for it but was in vain.
went back to school with him to watch a soccer match.
den took a bus back to cck to meet KANG.
den bus-ed home.

as u can see.......i can't realli put myself into the mood for blogging.
i hope tis is wad u call, a test.
if u get it done with, u score, u noe u achieved.
if not, u noe u werent realli up to the standard for that MODULE.
HAHA....HAHA......HAHAHHA. =(

at 11/29/2006 11:47:00 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

I have a gift for you
Something that I've held on to
Waiting for your sweet caress
No ribbon has been untied
From all that I hold inside
And only you will possess
This heart of innocence

Like so nice hor??????????

and it's for u. =)

EHHHHH. i veri lazy to blog.....update tml. anyhoo. i havent got the pics we took together (zx, gy me and sab).
so...TML LA.

at 11/28/2006 12:44:00 AM

Monday, November 27, 2006

THESE make up part of my life.
in the jp toilet.......

P.S. ENJOY UR TRIP TO AUS ZX!

at 11/27/2006 10:54:00 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

baa!~ another day spent with Jaaa.......
he came to my house and
oh boy, my mom can crap
LOL.

"you came into my life without a single thing
i gave in to your ways which left me with nothing.
because i love u, i'm not sure how, but i do."

this is my love story. hahahhaha.

at 11/26/2006 11:20:00 PM

good, i juz reached home not long.
and....it's blogging time again!!!

as i have claimed, todae is nice!!

i met J at his house cos y?...he got no wax to do his hair. VAINPOT. LOL.
den we met wk and ck to go town. towney towney town.
we eat dinner first at far east. chicken noodle....not much appetite though..i ended up eating a few mouths of it PLUS 2 sauce plates of green chilli. bah.

we walk walk here and there. baby got a green cap from topman. nice! den ah. i got a white shorts from flesh imp. yea la i noe i got alot of white bottoms, but i tried it on and it turns out gooooooooooooooooooood sooooooooooooooooooo i juz paid for it. anywya i got a 10% discount from J & wk's fren. how shiok rite?? besidesss, white goes well with most tops. so........all my reasons showed valid for me to get it!! no need to think further la dei!

and ah~!~ wk is ass. he saw me in panties!! HAHAHHAHA. kidding la, i noe u dun dare to see also....u dun wan to get sore eyes rite..u smelly shit.
"Steady la u" LOL.

den we met dear Sabbie and acc her to eat her dinner. we talk craps & more craps. it's funni + crazy, hahaha.
after Sabbie went home, we went to watch a Gig performance at the youth park. to me, they were juz doing plain shoutings. either that, or i cnnt understand how to appreciate noisy musics lidat. hoho.

den muz go home liao~~~
so sad. so tak boleh tahan again. =(
tak boleh tahan nv see wk. HAHAHHHAHHAA. NO!
tak boleh tahan i can't get to see YOU!

at 11/26/2006 12:51:00 AM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

i so love todae!!!
*WIDE GRINS*

got home not long ago. but i am all perky!!!

i met J in sch after his soccer training. we went for a movie...again. haha.
dinner first tt is. we ate at tt jap restaurant on the 4th level.
todae it's quite crowded. and they onli gave us two octopus for their bento lo. las time it used to be more. stingy ass.
watched a korean movie "Time". it's a love story depicting how a girl is over-conscious about her love for her bf & she goes all paranoid, thinking that her bf has gotten bored of her looks and appearance.
and so she went for surgery to change almost all of she had orginally.
the show ah~~ gives me all the creeps and chills.....juz...so eerie in the heart...for i dunno y........it's kinda gross too, bcos they showed how they operate on the person.
& GIRLS! u are beautiful in ur own way. NeVer go to this extend. let the ones who know how appreciate u.

AGAINSSSS.
I LOVE TODAE.
TML WILL BE GOD DAMN BETTER!!!!!

at 11/25/2006 01:49:00 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

i didnt see u again. & i'm NOT FINE AT ALL.
BOO.

i met up with gy and sabbie in town todae.
it's merely juz a 2 hrs++ meeting but it's comfy seeing them again. =)
zhangxi!!! lemme look and touch and hug u can!? i miss u.

anyway ah, my MPI lab test is coming nex week. i had a mini trial test todae and...as u can predict......i dunno a thing!
i so wanna do well. someone please help! GOD??

to him : stress-not!!! it pulls me down to see u like this. i dunno how to help except to let u realise that i'm never away from u. ok?

at 11/23/2006 10:39:00 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

no school no school!!!
did i tel u guys i'm supposed to go on an excursion with my class todae?
to Pulau Tekong?
go there and wad? admire all the botak NS recruits?! they are probably gonna drool at all the girls coming, becos they are stranded from the city and trapped in the girls-free camp.
tsk-tsk better not get my pants soaked with their saliva.
moo-over, it starts at 1 and most likely ending in the late evening. so waste my expensive time!!!
moo moo-over, it's not like i will ever be in the NS. RIGHT???

SO! i decided not to, and got up earlier to go get a MC from the polyclinic.
but hey, i didnt go all the way to cheat the doctor. afterall, i realli needa noe y for the past 4 months my menses come at all the wrong dates, and y my boobs didnt hurt, and y they lasted for less than 3 days......................blaaaaaa~
so i said all those PLUS a lil lie that i had cramps.
he gave me a referral letter to the hospital for another checkup. ( i went to the hospital 2 yrs back when i fainted in sch then.)
no prescription of medicine. he should the least gimme some painkillers rite..... like mayb i can eat it if i realli have cramps nez time.........NVM.

then ah~ in the afternoon.i took the MC and i met J!!!!!!!
SOOOOOO DELIGHTED! havent seen him for 2 days, so TAK BOLEH TAHAN AH~~~~~~~~~~~~
we went to watch Just Friends at cineleisure. not bad, it's funni. but...............just not bad. haha. worth watching.
we ate dinner den home liao.
time ZOOMS when i'm out with him. how i wish time can just STOP ticking. hmmm....

at 11/22/2006 11:20:00 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

boOoOooOOoOOo.

i went to find gy and sab after school.
i got let off from sch early so i went gy's house to find her.
and holy cow!
my hands got itchy and i fiddled with her nail polish. and who noes, the nail polish juz slipped out of my itchy hands.
the bloody thing is i wore white. ALL white! den the nez bloodifying thing about it is that the nail polish i dropped is red.RED.
argh. but gy's mommy helped a lil by washing my skirt with wif DYNAMO.
kinda help abit. thanks auntie! ure of great help. heh. the color faded but stil a patch of stain. =( thats sad. i hope it goes off.

anyhow, we met Sabbie and walked around Vivo. gy's down wif a crazy flu!! her mood's kinda brought down by it. and we couldnt shop too much. but it's definitely okie dokie! theres alwaes nez time. u take care ya!?
dinner at Thai Express! yum.
i ate half bowl of rice onli though, i gave the portion to Sabbie. the size of my tummy now is onli like <-----> this big i think.
it's a good thing! that means i wouldnt gorge on food.
i had praises from people around me saying i slimmed.
tt is sheer good news. work hard Fae. more to go!

den we went to Candy Empire, and their chocolates there are so luring and seductive. haha. in the end we bought chocolates to savour. woots.
den home!

now to the =( part.
i havent seen u for 48 hours already.
i dun like this feeling.
that u are jogging n jogging in my mind but i can't feel your presence.
but i hope everything goes fine for u.
i dun wan to bring u down.

hmm.i dun like to wriggle. *whines.
terrible terrible terribly.
MISS YA.

at 11/21/2006 10:56:00 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

and so!
i havent been blogging. bcos i'm a DARN lazy girl.

anyhoo... life has the same old boooooooooooorrrrrriiiinnnnnng stuffs going on.

Friday..i watched J played soccer. he..or rather they lost it.

i had wanted u to win too =( but it doesnt mean u're gonna lose it all the way.
prove urself to me and the others this coming Friday. u CAN. muacks.

yesterday! on a saturday. before we met up for dinner, i went to get a haircut.
i didnt went shirley mah. wanna save the hassle to arrange an appointment bcos it was a las minute decision and bcos they probably couldnt slot me into any of the time slots at the las minute. u noe how hot-handed their business can get.

and so! i went to the salon beside it.
and only GOD KNOWS how pissed i got!!!!
first of all....his looks make me lose total confidence in him, bcos he looks twice my age.
secondly.....i panicked when he dont know what is "concave" when i told him tts wad my hairstyle is called.
then thirdly.....he asked me, why my hair is not balanced....the back is shorter than the front. i went blank in my mind.

so i told him to just make the back shorter and keep the front part of my hair the same.

hairdresser : but hor.....ur hair in front not balance leh...u see! so long....
i almost slapped him.....
me : *takin a deep breath* nvm.......just leave my hair in the front alone!!!!

he pulled my hair like a horse rein.......and my whole head went all the way back until i could almost see him upside down.
no joke!!!
den in the front, i told him to make it thinner. i dunno if he's a con or wad....the way he cuts...it's definitely not like a professional!!!

k i got veri veri nervous and i told him to stop and juz wash and blow my hair. (oh ya, did i mention tt he didnt even wash off the wax on my hair and started cutting already??? -_-)
THEN.......the water is freaking cold.....the whole wash lasted less than 10 sec...and the bottom of my hair is not wet!!
AND THEN.....the hairdryer is fucking hot!!! he could burn a hole in my scalp!!!
this comes the crucial part. he asks how would i wan him to blow my hair...i said straight and something like a bob. he said "OK" confidently. but tts was i feared most!!
in the end.....just as i expected he got my hair done like a auntie's.........a BOB....an AUNTIE'S BOB u got tt?? i should hav taken a pic.....it's hilarious i gotta admit.

I OFFICIALLY EXPLODED WHEN HE SAID
hairdresser : xiao jie, u look hot and hip when u came in at first.....how come now lidat??? y u wan mi to blow ur hair this way?????

.............................................tell me what to do?
ppl.....dun visit EVOLUTION HUB.
sorry u made me do this.

i cabbed home to get my hair washed and cabbed to meet my J.
we had dinner. then we went to the marina promenade for a stroll and a chat. if u dunno where it is..it's some place where u walk further down from esplanade. we found it by walking n walking n walking till we saw some quiet place. =)

well....things didnt go to a total smooth..
i felt bad.
u were good. i'm sorry!!!
i am building...that tower.
=)

and tml!!!! shopping-day!!!

Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you now
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right trought to your heart
Here's the place to start

[CORO]
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estarás siempre en mi corazón
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time
How to make you see
How to let you now I need you
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that will let you now

[CORO]
You're the one that I need in my arms
Believe me these words I say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

i love tt song..go watch the MTV!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FurDjsCzn0w

at 11/19/2006 11:23:00 PM

Friday, November 17, 2006

recaps for u guys ok!

"step up" onto wednesday. lots of sweat-pumping and mesmerizing dance moves. hot figures for both male and female leads. sadly though, the plot is juz so predictable? juz didnt make a hard enough impression on me.
i was out of the theatre and 2 hours later........i can't rmb the ending?????
and.....................................it's one dot!!! .
THANK LORD.

"material girls" yesterday. woots~
i tot it was goin to be dull. but hey. managed to make me smile =)
and i am oh-so-envious of their $$$$$.

love?
sigh.

at 11/17/2006 01:09:00 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

I'm having a bad hair day.
and a tummy cramp.

Thanks.

at 11/16/2006 01:49:00 PM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

woOOoo.
i bought the face lift essence thingy from Clarins.
i hope it works....it had BETTER!!! cost me a bomb. a tiny bomb.
my journey towards a slimmer face. yes????
all the bloody best to me.
lucky i got a staff discount from gy.
she smell totally "soya" tt day. HAHA.

we didnt wan to affect her at work so we walked......to raffles city...den further down to funan IT mall....across Singapore River...before we reach our dinner place. fisherman's wharf!!!

it's supposingly a quiet environment...but then the spirit was ruined by a group of dragon boaters from NP. their group is like what. 30 people?? -_- they were competing for volumes with each other.

that made us do the same thing so we could hear wad we were talking btw ourselves. THANKS la.

u do magic.
magically magic.
i'm not leaving anymore~~

at 11/14/2006 12:24:00 AM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

wheee.
i juz got home. incredibly tired and all.
in the late afternoon, j and i went for a hari raya visit. this time round i got ang baos! heh.

time's running out so we dashed off in a cab to meet wk and sabbie after that. it's already quite late. so we settled for a movie at cine.
Dead or Alive. totally a waste-money. catching a movie thats running out in days on a saturday night tt cause u a sheer 9.50 with an awful story plot. yes. its a waste of money definitely.
though it has lots of fightin and action scenes, it doesnt compensate for the lousy story plot.
the girls aint even pwweeeettyy~ *frowns.

we took different buses home. sab and i took 174.
i juz hope everything goes nice n well for u sabbie. be smart this time round.=(

my heart grew. and swell.
ur assurance and allll............
though...i haven't got enough of u.

at 11/12/2006 12:33:00 AM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

i watched my beckham plays soccer today.
CUTE!!!!
muacks. haha.

sometimes, u do things u never knew u did.
dun reproach. i'm never once mad at u.
i am really giving it all.
FOR YOU.
yes you.

*will u still love me in the morning?

at 11/11/2006 12:07:00 AM

Friday, November 10, 2006

when love carelessly blinds you. you really dont know what u have been doing.
your eyes sees him as the perfect none other.
your eyes can forego his wrong doings.
simply by putting the blame upon urself. and then so eagr to hear caress and sweet talkings of his.

haiz.

sabbie is our big girl.
our strong and wise girl.
we need u.
not him.
WE need u.
=)
Loves

at 11/10/2006 11:55:00 PM

When my love for you was blind

But I couldn't make you see it

Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know

at 11/10/2006 01:50:00 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH.

at 11/09/2006 12:07:00 AM

Monday, November 06, 2006

i missed lesson again. nothing new actually.
Thanks to u my "Darling" for helping mi sign my attendance.
u are my savior. HAHA.

went queensway with J!!!! i juz so love to be with him. =P
went ikea to look for a carpet for my room, however to no avail.
we got out of it after that because we dun need stuffs like pots & pans, cabinets, utensils, or even plants....LOL.

so we went queensway to see soccer boots. i didnt know boots can look so cooOol~ haha.
we walked round the shopping centre and at dee end of the story, we each got a button shirt, while he bought another pair of flip flop.
weeeee~~ i got new top!!

dinner-time!!
i finally had my long-time craving!! Avocado drink.hmmm.
had hokkien mee but it was =(

i just realised.......that i need a daily dose of u.
my urge is growing and growing and growing......
n tt's cos,
i'm too fond of u.
=)

at 11/06/2006 11:50:00 PM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

went Anita house for a Hari Raya visit.
woOOo. it's been 2 weeks since i saw my colleagues.
their face are stil fresh in my head though. so....nope i didn't miss them. LOL.

stayed for less than an hour, before we went to town.
we accompanied bernice, reine and joyce a lil for them to shop at This Fashion (haha, yes we couldnt do much but to tag behind them) before meeting up wif WK and two other unknowns i dint manage to get their names.

den.......slack, slack slacking, and walk, walk, walking before we head for a bus home. (WK IS CRAP & a CLUBBIGN CHICKEN) tt about makes up my day. I
WANNA GO SHOPPING LEH!!!! u heard me girlies.

my heart is left unheard today.
i am bruised by things u've said.
no matter & however comes what may,
my heart remains intact.
because it is so guarded by a gate.
that besides u my romeo,
the other dudes are kept away.

more than words to make you feel,
that my love for u shall be real,
not to say but,
if u could only knew.

at 11/04/2006 11:43:00 PM

BOO~!!!!
met up with him after soccer.
*WIDE GRINS*

anyhoo~ i juz had my hair colored all by myselff.
dyed it blue-black.
i'm a good girl. =)

*you are my sunshine, my only sunshine.
*you make me happy, when skies are grey.
*you never know dear, how much i love u.
*please don't take my sunshine away.

at 11/04/2006 12:05:00 AM

Friday, November 03, 2006

i got let off early todae, round 4pm.
joann accompanied me abit.
den the rest of the time is me, "library alone".

i have to wait till 7.30pm for him to get off from soccer training.
it's rarely you see SUCH'a patient Fae.
i admire me-self. *applause. LOL.

i flipped through magazines (i think i will finish every month's Cleo and Female at the rate i'm reading!!! ) , slept on the bean-bag couch (and drooled a lil HAHA), den fiddle with my lappie abit.

todae i can't manage to meet my girlies again. =(
that's sad.
nez week maybe. =)

counting down to 7pm.
muacks pple!!!

at 11/03/2006 06:48:00 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

since i'm so bored i shall blog.

todae i skipped the 11 am lesson.
cos i juz dont feel like bringing myself up to school. my alarm rang, i happily walked over, get it to shut up and snug back under my covers.
shits. i hope this old habit of mine dont slip back, other wise my results can jolly well slip oso.
sooo....in the end i went at 1 pm.

but before tt i went to cck to meet mrJ, to pass him his eZlink. careless chicken!!! put it in my bag yesterday.
AGAIN, i dint listen in klass, was laughing away and taking pics wif joanne. cam chicks!!! LOL.

last lesson was lab.
fiddled abit, cannot get the results, so someone in my klass did it for me.
HAHA.
I KNOW LA. i will try to pay more attention in klassssssssssssss.

den HOME ME WENT!!
it's been a week plus since i went home to eat.
and 2 weeks since i saw my dear Jared!! i'm amazed by how he has grown. now he can grab things. and can tear up my Burger King's coupons HAHA.
and he screams. at the top of his lungs. LOL.

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move
till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to youIm weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

at 11/02/2006 11:15:00 PM

i like The Prestige!!

"are u looking close enough? or do u choose to be fooled?"

i need to find time for my missy(s), i am losing updates from them.
NEGLECT-ME-NOT.
:(

U made me smile, yea u always do.
don't kp mi frowning.

at 11/02/2006 01:11:00 AM