in case i knocks on my own head and faint, and needs one of u guys to deal with admission into the hospital for me, please do so.
bcos i m feeling so grumpy and annoyed (fucked up is the word) tt i cnnt concentrate on anything.
especially when my dear common test is coming right up. real soon.
i need to get tis heavy load off me. i dont wanna keep lying. I WANTED SO MUCH to ease away this un-easiness in me.
i have to do it somehow.
i need a booze. get me a alcohol whatsoever.
i can do it. No i can. Yes i cannot. ARGH.