my endearing companion left me, and my family
on the 30th March 2007, 3 in the morning.

i never want to accept this fact at all. EVER.

-nobody wags her tail at me when i come home after a long day,
-and nobody will dig their claws into my thighs or whines with pitiful eyes when she sees us indulging in delicacies.
-i will miss bringing her to the toilet together with me.
i pee on the toilet bowl, she pee on the floor.
-i will miss playing throw and fetch with her...she can run veri fast. =)
-i will miss adjusting the dustbins upright whenever i'm back home, bcos she will dig bins for food.
-there will be no one for me to scream for help when i see cockroaches, lizards, whatever there is. shes always there to kill those bugs for me. mind you, she never fails in catching them. =)
-i miss dusting myself off white hairs fallen from her body whenever i wear something black.
-i miss the ever so used to procedures of opening the refrigerator-open, throw a slice of apple to her, get what i want and close.
-i will miss her bugging me, whenever my alarm rings. she knows it's time i need to get up, and time for her meals.
-i will miss the timess when she notices i'm asleep at night and jumps up onto the bed to snuggle under the covers with me.
-i will miss her smelly and foul mouth. =)


this is not what i want.
this is not what we want.
this is not what Nikki wants too.


she has chosen to rest earlier.
i will continue the run for u Nik.
u've not left me totally,
bcos i kept u in that special place inside my heart.=_)