ok.
yes, i'm not fine.
no, i am fine.
i am still...
fearful, and upset, and angry, and...clueless.
i dont wan to face this.
but..come'on u have to.
juz go ahead, do wad u can. and if u can, things blossom,
but if u cannot, u juz have to walk back...alone.
now....i dont like to be alone.
i dont like taking long bus journeys alone, i dont like walking home alone, i dont like being alone in my room, staring at the ceiling, i dont even like being in the toilet alone to shit, piss or bathe.
bcos, i think. i alwaes THINK.
i gave u my word, i promised not to, but i'm not sure if i can.
but i met u todae. things got SOOO much better for me than yday.
things got lighter. i'm all smiles.
with sab. and wk.
we watched "the last kiss" at cathay.
late dinner at BK.
i tot wk and sab look cute. =)
then things fell FLAT. when i am goin home. esp when i'm totally alone on the bus.
i'm irritating. i feel irritating.
LOVES YA PPL. =)