i like the view, when there's me & u

drip, drip, drip. haha.
it's nearly 4am, and i can't bring myself to sleep. i am here to rant n complain. (onli "u" can gimme the "space" to write and listen quietly to me)

sometimes, i juz have to wonder, y this whole thing is meant to start.
tell me will yea?

i told u i dun like tests! i dun need these obstacles to prove me right that i'm a coward.
i already know i am.
i'm a coward bcos i cannot brave tis alone, and i am a coward bcos i noe, that i dont even have to try, to noe i cannot do this on my own.

feelings changed? maybe.
y did u have to leave me alone here wif all the question marks???? and the uncertainties.
yes i can wait.
but so wad if i am patient?
who can give me a definite answer?
who can give me a promising future?
i.....am pain

~~is everything...happening for real? it is...isnt it?~~

~~please allow me. this are all rubbish.~~
~~and nvm me, when the sun shines, i will remain the happy girl i alwaes am.~~

Germany n Singapore are 7 hrs apart. which means it has to be around 9 pm there now. =)